Whenever I walk on the street looking
at couples holding hands, I felt so envious of them 
.... with my appearance, height and
figure, nobody will doubt my ability in getting any chicks out
there. But I am so afraid to fall in love, after being rejected by
the girl that I love 6 years ago. From that day, I don't believe in
love anymore.
Though these past six years, some gals have admitted that they like
me but I just can't bring myself to like them. Afterall, who am I
to like them given my occupation. Some even thought I was a gay. I
can say sometimes, I do get approached by guys outside. And I know
they are homosexuals. What the HELL is this? 
But at the same time, I felt flattered
cos they will always compliment my physique and ask me for a date.
Yes, guys, NOT gals.
Joyce Ong Peiling is the one that
caused me to become like this. If I ever hunt you down one of these
days, I am going to woo you and then dump you like a piece of
trash! Who's Next?! 
