okay... kid-gloves off...
we have offered our take on things.. but you have decided to not do
anything but whine...
the only thing you can do is to get off your own butt and decide to
develop a personality... to make a decision to be an interesting
person rather than to wallow in your own self-pity and be a boring
and pathetic loser...
but you keep saying you are lost, and whine about it!!
face it! you DON'T want to be "found" do you?
you don't want to make the decisions that will get you out of your
own world of pity...
probably because it is EASIER to not have to make the decisions,
easier not to go out there, face the world and accept the
challenges, easier to say "i'm useless" rather than to accept the
responsibility that comes with humanity.. the responsibility of
sentience.. the responsibility that we can make choices to change
our lives for the better!
you'd rather just go "i'm lost", hoping that someone will come and
provide you with a foolproof way out of your mess? yet, when
someone offers you a hand, you slap it away?
would you keep trying to help someone who refuses to be
helped?
you are refusing to be helped... and that is why the brain
haemorrhages, and the buckets of blood vomitted...
go think about it...
kid-gloves back on, i do hope you just get up, stop pitying
yourself and making yourself pathetic and join the rest of
humanity...