ugghh, why keep hurting yourself? Go get a piercing done or a
tattoo even if u really want pain? U broke up with him for a
reason, the guy didn't know what he lost and is evidently still
clueless. Why hurt urself over dense ppl? U shld know by now u're
better than this yeah?
look on the bright side of life! U got lots of things to do at this
point in time that'll bring u cheer, focus on those instead?
my 2 cents, ...