you are not stupid and you are not alone. I am like you. I love
my gf. although I am not sure if she had left me for another guy,
but I cried almost everytime I think abt the happy time we had
together. frankly, I will not want to hide. I had sex with her
almost every nite we wanted to. although I tell myself it not just
for sex I want to be with her. but I really enjoyed being with her.
with all the quarrels, unhappiness, I miss them. I miss the hugs
her nagging and her kiss. and also, although I am not like you had
waited for 7 months, I left my 1 month was the longest time of my
life. I went drinking whenever I really can’t take it. cried after
every drink. but what can I do to win her back? I really want her
back… I want to get married and grow old with her. all that is what
she wanted, but now she say her heart is die and don’t want all
that anymore. I don’t believe she don’t love me anymore. during the
process of breaking up, I hurt my arm and she was so concern. she
still have me in her heart, I can feel it. but just is what made
her having the decision to break up with me, I really don’t know.
who can tell me. I have posted something abt this matter here b4 as
‘break up sorrows’. can search and ready abt it and you will
understand further how I feel. I still love her.
