Hi. Anywayz, i met this girl recently, she's cool, we like each
other and all. But sometimes I just fear getting too close to her
for some reason. Even though we did kiss once, I pulled out on the
2nd one for some reason, I myself cannot logically explain it
because it was like some kind of automatic response.
But we can get along, the situation is kind of hanging in the air.
After I withdrew, she asked my what was wrong, and I could not
really explain it. I like her, as in I really have no problems with
her. But she looked at me like there was something seriously wrong
with me.
But maybe its because she is like the 2nd girl I have had or had
the possibility of being with. And the 1st relationship I did have
was hurtful, I was dumped because I was considered "uncool" etc cos
I was in a local school, and she was in some other school which was
more hip/fashionable. And I was like not very hip like her other
friends...
So right now, perhaps I am afraid of being hurt again? Or
something. Is that normal? I thought that sort of thing is only
felt by girls, so I am feeling really weird now.
