Farmer : u are cool n understanding. I understand that it is my
fault. But i cant be blame partly bcos after the quarrel, he
basically neber keep in contact wif me. Now i realli dunoe wat his
daily lifestyle is liao.
When i met him yest, he is so cool n stern. N he sat in his car to
pass me my disc(which i borrow fm him) he din say much nor any
expression to show that he miss me. It's like pass n go.
Abt a hr later, i sms him n ask him if we could tok. he call me
back. In a frustrated tone, he reply me when i ask him how is he
these few days, he say " dun u noe that im bz all these days?',
then i say i noe. Trying to find out how u r cos u r not ard to tok
to me, and tis is making me uneasy. Then again i ask him if he had
forgiven me (cos i send a sorry sms to him previous nite, but no
reply). Then he say forgive wat?. Haiz..nvm Then i ask him if there
is anything wrong between us? he say no. Then i ask him if he had
reach home, he say yes n i ask him to haf a early rest n gd nite.
It's only later part, his tone change to beta.Haiz..
I felt suckyt after hearing his response n tone, but was relief
when he say there was nothing wrong. But i still wondering if he
still haf the same feeling. If not, i guess, this vday, it wun mean
anything more special to me. Btw,he din mention anything abt vday
to me also.. 