I am so DISGRUNTLED ffs. I hate this life, the timing is too
tight, there is no time for anything ffs. I work my freaking
half-white Arse off from 6 to 6 on weekdays, go back to cursed
school from 6 to 1 on Saturdays. I've got 4As to do, plus freaking
ridiculous 40 hours of this infection called CIP. Plus there is
stupid CCA which takes too much time, we don't even have fun doing
it, since its simply revolving around PT for you people to go for
NS.
I've been weight training every day for half and hour, as part of
my upgrade. But I am so stressed out because there are too many
BOOKS and NOTES to read and not enough time. ANd it is not just my
INSANE foreign-infidel self that is saying this, even SCHOOLS
themselves DO NOT HAVE TIME TO FINISH THEIR RESPECTIVE SYLLABUSES,
something is dreadfully wrong here.
WHY WHY WHY? I KNOW WHY, its because God wasn't kind enough to
bless this island with natural resources so that we could have all
taken it easy going... no.... he did not bless us.
Sigh. You know, I am so scared and terrified. I find it so hard
because of the time constraint.