Thanks guys for all the advice. Like I said, I actually long
time never see her already. Thought time will heal the pain. After
we broke off, I join the Army, ROD, and further my study, start to
work, make new friends, etc.
Thought I have get over her. Then suddenly out of the blue, appear
in front of me, still as beautiful as ever, the woman I used to
love so deeply, now with another man. In an instant, all the sad
memories just flow back. Instinct tells me to turn away. I can
never face her at the emotion state I was in at that point.
Anyway, next time see her I will try my best to at least smile at
her. Must be gentleman right. 
