hi all,
i broke up with my ex gf of 4 months about 2 months back. ever
since the breakup i've been thinking of patching things up coz i
really like her. she's my first gf, and everybody say that the
first is always the hardest to forget. i was kind of persistant
after the breakup, like calling her up and smsing her but she didnt
reply of cause. until one day she told me that im very irritating
and then i stopped.
so i left her alone. meanwhile i was still thinking of her
everyday, controlling myself not to contact her or what. i bought
stuff for her, made small little things of her, planning what to
get for her for christmas and stuff, only to find out that she got
hitched to another guy after a month. there goes all my hopes for
getting back together. and about a week after i found out that
she's attached, she told me she hated me for telling too many
people and everybody's blaming her for initiating the breakup. But
what could i do? if i didnt share my problems with my friends i
guess i wouldnt be here anymore.
perhaps as im typing this right now, she's with that guy. i kept
telling myself that perhaps she's on the rebound now and she doesnt
really like the guy. and perhaps when it ends i can try again. but
that only make me hurt even more. right now i am really in a
dillema. I told myself that i gotta get over her and forget about
patching things up. but deep down i guess i still love her.
dear aunt agony, can you help?
