Thanks pple. What has caused me all this confusion is when i see
friends or classmates around me living life so well, like anything
that comes, it seems to be right for them. Call me jealous or what
i do not know, but they seem to not have any struggles, everything
flowing so well. Take friends for instances, some of my classmates
have very bad attitude problems and chracter traits which just
leaves me disgusted at times,but they seem to have many friends
asking them out and stuff. ALthough i can talk to many people, but
i find the frequency is not of the same level. Thus, i consider
myself loner. There's this saying "Do unto others how you want
others to do unto you". Well, i did. But sometimes you get so
pissed off with others that they just have no plain common sense to
think about their actions that just leaves you high and dry. Well,
there's also another saying "If you put your mind to it, anythign
is possible". Well i've tried that too, but nothing comes out of
it. Even though i'm doing a course where it's not really my first
love, i try to apply that saying to my studies, but nothing great
comes out of it. Yes, interest or passion in doing what you like is
one thing, but sometimes doing what is important is another thing.
Take computers for instance. I might not be so passionate about it,
but you need to learn it as everything these days revolves round
the computer. All these are just my thoughts. But greatly
appreciate for all your advises. Maybe more of you guys can share
with me similar experiences and struggles. 