dear aunt agony,
i feel so lost,,,, I just started my first year in university
in
august,,, i used to love school, tests,,,, but now, i don't know
what i'm
studying for... i hate school... hate the system... i really want
to quit.
but my parents and friends and everyone i consulted advised me to
carry
on studying,. blah blah blah...
i know that a cert is important... but...
some how, seeing my peers going to uni, gives me pressure to
also
continue uni studies.
then, here in uni, i'm struggling to complete assignments. not that
i
cannot take the stress. i've been more stressed before, when i
was
preparing for my A levels.
i have ambitions like being a teacher, a nurse, a hair
stylist.
i dislike what i am doing now.
So when i come back from school, i tend to frown, or sth like that.
And
that brings misunderstandings. my mum thinks that i'm throwing
tantrums
at her... And i just got scolded by her. Why can'y she understand
me?
its not like she doesn't know what going through now. i've told
her
about my present problem before.
my father took me to see my family doctor and he gave my some
drugs
which can 'give me energy'.
anyway thanks for your time... sorry that this letter is not
very
organised.... i'm quite disorientated at the moment.. 
