In your perfect world
Family, friends, career, studies etc.
Everything is far more important to you than me
You have changed into someone whom i do not know anymore
But there were lots of times
When i believe that no matter what happens
We will always be together
It came to a point
Where i have to live a lie
My life is a lie
My family isn't my family
I am an orphan who got adopted
I am glad that my parents brought me up
When i was happy, sad, lonely or depress
You are never around
You are always with everyone else
Doing all sorts of things
No call or sms from you
You always say that you are busy
With school work, family or friends
But only God knows if what you said was true
You always bluff your way out
In the end, i still believe every word you said
Because i am fool who is in love with you
A fool, i will always be
But when i want let go
And you come running back in tears
Saying things that would make me change my mind
In the end, i ended up patching with you
But things turns out the same
I hope one fine day
I can be my old self
Where i don't care about anything
To that day where whether you love me or not
Didn't really matter at all
I have changed so much
Because of you
I really wonder if i can go back
I want to but i can't
I am now too weak to go back
A sad and miserable life i lead
Its not like as if you are going to care
Hoping one fine day
I will have the guts to tell you this
F**k off and have a nice day
Maybe then you will realized
That you have totally taken me forgranted
And even if you are in tears
I wouldn't go back ever again
I want to be truly loved by someone special
I too will love the special someone back truly
I pray and hope that in the end
The person isn't YOU.
