After attended to my Sister's wedding dinner at Hyatt
Hotel.
The dinner was ok, but i had fun drinking lots of brandy-cokes till
i got tispy.
You can imagine when i walked to Takashimaya swinging away. Come to
think of it. Hilarious!
11:50pm......New Year Day reaching soon. Got to hurry and meet them
in Grease. But don't know how to go....don't know which entrance. I
walked around the building like a stupid fool to find that the
entrance was actually at the back of Taka. (Those who went Grease
know)
I got to Grease and joined my friends. We drank and had fun...till
i felt really bored of Techno music which my friends were so into.
Got out of that section and went to Pop section. I tell you
man....the babes there were so many...but then none caught
me.
So i went there commited to only one purpose. Dance! Dance dance...
*knocked!* Apologized to a girl who caught me. She smiled and waved
a gesture to say 'it's okay!'
She was such a wonderful dancer, my eyes glued literally onto her
thought i made several glances around to make sure there isn't any
guy who is eyeing on me. 'Hit' I slapped my forehead to remind
myself to focus on having fun. Since the last relationship ended
not long ago.
But but....hai. I typed a sms and showed it to her.
With the loud music..she wanted to tell me something, but at the
same time she shook her head.
So i understood the head part and told her that 'It's nice meeting
you'
Then she fanatically waved her hands and took my phone furiously. I
kinda liked that....
Then the sms in my cell phone had her number and her name is
XXXXXX
Cloud nine!
Then went back to Techno corner and gulped down 7 glasses of
Tequlia. Woah....afterthat my mouth was full of nonsense
liao.
The last conversation with her was 'Happy New Year, byebye'
The next day, we were smsing one another for the whole day. So
sweet....i tot to myself.
and then i invited her to Art Museum as a first outing. Then to
dinner
On that very day...i said 'What if i tell you that i like
you?'
She rejected me and wanted to go home.
She left me with a message that made me smile. 'I reject you not
because i dislike you, but i'm afraid that i might fall for
you'
On the next day, XXXXX called me up and asked if i'm free. She
thought of meeting up near my place.
She stays in the West! My heart leaped and agreed.
We went to Pasir Ris beach and chit chatted....
until it came a time i need to get back to camp.
She agreed to go home with me so that i can get changed and pack
all the stuff.
I asked her again if she likes me. Then a kiss was planted onto my
lips. Stars!!! I see Stars....
It got me really confused because she didn't say anything after
that.
On that night in camp. I called to confirm the act.
She agreed to be with me. So happy....
So many things happened.
She likes to play hit and run 'asked me not to call her anymore,
leave her alone and don't be together.'
She left me high and dry.
So i run and seek for her.
It went on for months, tears and stuff.....
The word i gave to her is always. 'I would rather have a friend
then to lose you'
Even my friends who saw her told me not to play anymore. I cannot
take it one. Cos she's not a simple girl.
Yes love is indeed blind. I choose to take the gamble and went all
the way.
So many things happened until she revealed that on the day i know
her. She suggested breaking up with her bf, and they offically
broke off when we were together. Very confused.
Further told me that she had been with so many guys. Weekly - one
in the past. And did so many things which hurt them.
Then i understood what my friends said.
But still i choose to believe in the relationship.
It went on for a year and eight months. Until i know there were few
occasions which she was unfaithful behind my back.
I look thru it all!!!
She left saying that i didnt care for her.....and hinted to me that
i've lost her.
Anyway...this story was told to remind myself of the good and
special things which was meant for me.
I never had such a experience with a girl. Really gave my heart to
her.....and she's special because she's a very compassionate
girl.
I never know how to treasure my former girlfriends. I never
realised how it felt to lose someone i treat so preciously.
I wept before my friends.....one very close friend of mine told me
to never forget this feeling.
The feeling of treasuring someone. i thanked him.
thank you all for reading. Thanks.
I've learnt.......
I thought i knew all things, i don't
All the things i know, i forgot... - Cally (to the one i lost)
