i dont know i so feel like a loser. so many issues on my mind.
my sis just went ahead and took motorbike lessons without telling
home and my parents never say anything, if this is me there wil be
some big fight. i am 21 now, my sis is off in australia , my bro
going to go london and yet when i had asked to go off overseas
since i could not cope with my studies here my parents say after u
finish this than go, my parents keep treating them both like adults
and keep treating me like a kid, where you go, who wat time and
cannot go!!! i wanna earn my own money, make money myself, but my
parents keep giving ideas and opportunities to my sis and bro not
me. they r like u cannot cope with studies u just study. i have no
idea where i am headed. i just felt like sharing my myserie, with
my sis and best fren gone off to study, my frens dealing with FYPs
and their own problems, there aernt many people i can readily talk
about this certain issues. for i have an image, to talk of this is
to let my guard down which i just cant, i dont know i always
belived ur problems are not for others to know, u have to learn to
deal them.
