Fren, u need help. If you are able to write this out, u've
affirmed your inner thoughts to yourself. The only way is to
approach help from professionals. Im no professional but can see tt
you are angry with your mum. You find tt she is responsible for the
rape. But fren, think again, she's your mum & who wants to be
raped?
Undeniably, her dressings attracted perverted men. However, think
hard, she's in which line? You've explained so dun confuse yourself
again. You know it tt she has to be presentable n well, attractive
& charming. Even a whore who dressed with nothing does not
deserve being raped, not to mention your mum who is dressing for
her career.
Fren, I can be frank with you. Though I hate stares from men at the
wrong area (breasts) but i can assure you (deep down in my heart)
tt it is definitely a confident boost for me & thankful for the
asset tt I have. Im juz 22 but your mum's already 46. Who wldnt
wanna attract stares from men at this age? Pls be more u/standing
& be able to analyze the situation carefully.
Your revenge for your mum isnt the right thing, she doesnt deserve
all these. You shld be protecting her as a son now, instead of the
one to hurt her. Stand up for her & be like a man. To lust for
your mum is perhaps another revenge when you recall the scene when
you saw her sprawled on the floor like a helpless woman. Not the
mum you know but another person. I dunno what Im typing too now but
I do know 1 thing, your mum isnt wrong. Stop your revenge on her
& start to protect her from tt bastard man. If you need help, I
can even lend a hand to deal with tt bastard colleague of ur
mum's.