I tried hard for these 3 weeks to forget her...
I tried really hard...
I thought I had managed to suppress the feelings...
But yesterday everything just came crashing down again...
Sigh...
I miss her so much, so much....
But I won't ask her anymore, to come back to me...
I've really tried...
Talked until no words, talked until mouth dry, begged until no more
dignity...
Who said guys are the hard-hearted creatures? Sometimes, females
tend to forget that males are humans just like them...
We can hurt, and be hurt also...
If there's really a birthday wish, and Someone up there is
listening, here's my wish:
I wish that she will come back to me... 
Sigh, dream on...