Sorry Im this late. Anyway, what I'm going to say next is
definitely not going to be pleasing to the ear. As always, I
believe the best medicines always taste bitter. So here
goes...
I'm not going to tell you about what guys generally will do, coz
I'm not one. I can only tell you about how I view this whole thing
(from your post.. so it's going to be quite superficial)
Take it with a pinch of salt and no offence intended
whatsoever.
Firstly, I concluded that you're being
contradictory. Reason for that could be, you're unwilling to let
go, yet dont wish to be subjected to further humilation.
Next you mentioned in one of your post, 10 mins
after breaking off, which is what landed yourself with all the
negative points of your 'ex' (I'm calling him your ex bf coz from
his viewpoint both of you are no longer together) But surely if
you've indeed loved him as what you claimed, you'll be full of
praises for him, telling us all how fabulous he is so that we can
encourage you to go for it, isn't it not? When you posted all his
acts (negatively), little wonders why people ask you to move on
with life... it's as simple as that.
How long have you guys been together? Your heart is aching becoz
you know soon you'll be faced with loneliness, having to lead a
single life again and having to bid your time to find your Mr Right
or you're aching becoz you don't want to let go? But then again, if
you can't let go, why hate him? Shouldn't you try to convince him
to go back to you?
It's your call girl.. we can only offer advice and it's only this
much we can go.. You have to decide what you indeed and truly want
for yourself. Like you mentioned you're still young, why the
hurry?
Bid your time...
Cheerz
