If you really love a girl you will kick the habit? The question
is now if your gf knows about your insidious behavior, you
think she will accept you? And because of this behavior, I
bet you will seal your lips regarding this: a shadow will gloom
over you and probably you will have conflict between telling and
keeping it a secret - trust problem. 
Then what If you don't truly love a girl? Or if nobody suitable
ever comes? Let me tell you, you will never change? Things will be
worst if you are a Leo, Scorpio, Aquarius or Taurus. 
You never have a gf - probably you never would until you do
something about these and not find a gf then do something about it.

This is the same for people who is obsess with porns and indulge in
it everyday and available moment. This behavior will subconsciously
change the attitude and reception of woman and will degenerate his
own value, personality and character. 
It is like Artifact domination in AD & D (Advanced Dungeon and
Dragon). You will gradually grown to that behavior and in the end
you become like one. 
By answer these answer only provides an insight for doesn't solve
your problem. Your problem is unique and and requires professional
help and which you WON'T BE ABLE to find it here.
You can have the advantage of being anonymous here, but you won't
be able to solve your problem. WHAT'S THE USE? 
You are avoiding every single one of my post - go ahead and avoid
my words, but mark this: Be prepared because paper can't hold fire
for long. You will ruin yourself and have totally destruction of
reputation in your social circle. I guarantee you that you prefer
to remain in this way: your social skill will probably dip and want
to chase a girl? Next life probably - inferior
character always lose out to all competitors. 
This is a chain effect: I don't know how to explain to you in mere
words here, but if you dare reply my post and challenge yourself to
do what you ought to do, you will live a better life. Afterall, you
only live once. 
P.S: I won't be replying to this thread anymore because I feel that
its has lost its meaning totally. You want to gain sympathy or seek
similiar habits from people around here - you won't find it. Even
God won't save someone who don't want to save
themselves.
Cheers