F*cker
Watch you from afar,
happy in his arms,
Like a longing child
outside a toystore,
looking in
at his heart's desire.
F*cker, does he love you
like i do?
F*cker, why do you love him?
F*cker, oblivious to my pain,
F*cker, I'll kill you.
Everyday, i wait here,
hoping that you'll walk by,
a sad pauper,
standing out in the cold.
I'm not even there to you.
F*cker, does he love you
like i do?
F*cker, why do you love him?
F*cker, oblivious to my pain,
F*cker, I'll kill you.
One glimpse of you,
the sound of your voice.
Content to pick up the scraps
from under your table.
So i wait here daily,
happy just to watch.
Looking on helplessly
What i will never have...
F*cker, just kill me.