well,i've already done so 2 days ago. now, im really questioning
whether i should have.
she says she loves me but im upset to learn that she has changed so
much during the year. really hurts me to see her this way. jus felt
that by being her bf, i could probably have a foothold in her life.
really hope to influence her but it seems almost impossible.
a year back, she was the one who initiate the breakup. a month
after the breakup, i found out that she was attached and stuffs.
was really hurt and betrayed back then. managed to overcome it
after several months. its hard to forget one's first love.
a couple of days ago,she mailed me a card, telling me how much she
missed those memories with me and all that stuffs. was kinda
taken-aback and found myself saying yes to her. and its not long
before i saw how different she was.
its not about jus merely accepting her for the way she is. i
loveher for who she is. but am i making the right choice ? my
friends told me to follow my heart but i think that would really
lead to nowhere. i've once placed my heart above my head and found
myself in the deepest pitts. wish to think rationale now. should i
jus continue being with her ? really hurts.
