see a doc about the cuts...
take this as a lesson... a harsh one.. mind if i ask how old are
you?
if you're 14, give it time.. fulfil your other responsibilities
like studies (this may sound really naggy but do so?)
when the time comes, you'll know... in the meantime, make friends,
widen your social circle, and look after yourself...
personally, i feel that until one can look after himself/herself
properly and well, one is not ready for the commitment of a
relationship... simply because: how can you look out for him/her,
unless you know what to look out for?
i wish you peace, happiness and joy.. may you find it eventually
