Recently, I wrote a letter to a gal which I have loved secretly
for 3 years already telling her about my feeling. You see 3 years
ago when I was about to tell her, she just found a bf, so I
refrained from breaking this to her.
Hence I've been pretty moody and kept asking myself, "what if I had
told her about my feeling? What could have happened then?".
In the end, a few days ago, I decided to end this guessing game and
just wrote a letter to her explaining everything. I also stated
that I'm not expecting anything from her now since we've almost
lost touch for so long and she may already be engaged liaoz, but
I'm just seeking an answer to a question that has been bothering me
for years. Once I get the answer I'll move on with my life and
leave her alone.
Well, it sure feels great to finally get it off my chest. Now I've
just slotted the letter into the postal box and waiting for her
reply. It could be a simple "yes" or "no" but it more than
suffices.
I think I've finally done the correct thing to trash everything out
and move on, instead of leaving it to fester longer and more years
of agony for me. What do you think? Do you think I've done the
right thing? Or is it totally uncalled for?
