8th of june, a friend of mine (which i got feelings for her)
birthday. I call named her H, then she got a good friend, also a
friend of mine. I call her S.
On last wednesday, i received a call from S that she wants to
celebrates H birthday on her actual birthday itself. Upon hearing
this, i was thinking what to buy. S sugguest me buying a doremon
bear for her. but for me, i was pondering that it is too common. So
i abandoned this doremon. I am heading for something special and
new. I want to buy her a pair of hamsters. So i ask S what type of
hamster H like. S just bring me to a particular shopping center in
the north and show me which one. (H and S often go out together, it
happens that one day they walk past this shop, H saw this hamsters
and love it very much. almost wanted to buy). WHen S told me which
type of hamster, i was reluctant to buy it. coz kinda Xs! But S say
that H love this very much and she say that since i wan to woo her,
maybe i should buy for her this. Upon thinking. on the same day, i
reserved this hamster specially for her. Hoping to make a good
impression on me and i can slowly develope feelings to her.
On the same day (2 days before her birthday), i went to buy the
various accessiories for the hamsters. I bought a "condominium",
its king coil bed, first class food, and the biggest bathtub for
the hamster. Than on the actual day i go and buy those 2 hamster
which i reserved de day before...
Moreover, on the few day before which i decided to buy a hamster. i
deliberately go and do research on how to take care of hamster and
designed it as a mini webby format. This i took serverally night to
do it. mostly do until 3am plus. and finally i completed the
"project" and i give it to her on the actual day. (A CDs with a
birthday annimation. hamster infomations etc... which is to be
completed within 3 days)
So on the birthday party, i really wish to chat with her for more
than anyone chatting with her. but than, no chance at all. She was
chatting happyily with a guy. This guy, i suspect that is her
bf-to-be. So i send a spy to find the truth. indeed, from S info, S
admited that he is H bf-to-be. When my spy come back and report to
me. i was so sad and angry. Why? 
Because S did not tell me that she have a stead-to-be already and
bluff me that she dun have anyone wooing her and even make used of
my feeling to her, buying her de hamster beast. Until when i fouind
out, it was too late. i really so regretted buying her such
thing... she make use of me, cheat and make use of my feeling to H.
I so sad... anyone please step into my shoes... please tell me what
will you do?? 
Should i continue to woo H or completely give up on her.
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