yo invaa, i haven't really been following ur stories fervently,
but have noticed u post almost everytime something "bad" happens
between u and her, which is like VERY often!
i'm not saying i'm sick of reading ur stories, but maybe the energy
is better put elsewhere. typing it out like this constantly just
means that u can't get it out of ur head and that's wat u've gotta
do now. like the suggestion above, maybe go out with some friends
for supper or kopi, of course u DON'T have to talk about her.
u know just an example, just LAST NITE... my housemate (guy) and i
were chatting for quite a while, about girls. so we talk talk talk
like quite depressing like that... then we changed topic to our
dreams, or education, or life experiences, how much money we wanna
earn, wat we should do with our lives, stuff like work where,
travel where, live where. then we spoke about things like war, and
disease and things happening around us.
there's SO MANY things to talk about and we found ourselves
laughing and it was just so interesting talking about other things,
and realised that we just shouldn't worry about "girls" too much.
the more we talk about it the more depress it seems, and always
ends up with... arrr wat to do? time will tell.
so sometimes just forget about it, talk about something else helps.
i sure hope u have good buddies then u can really just tok cock
with. 
