nothing can't be let go, i once thout tt way 2, was v miserable
but wat the heck? wats the pt of not letting go? u will only make
urself sad, unhappy, tired n the list goes on...
i know its easier said then done, but come on, the 1st step hv to
be taken, i took mine, n is already on the road to recovery... if
pple can do it, so can u~ 
look 4 help fr ur frds, relatives, n best still family! they will
never forsake u!
jia you! nothing is impossible...its juz how much u r willing to
make it happen!