Part 5 - CounterStrike and Me
3 days had passed..since that day I met Edward and he got my hp no
from May, he had been trying to ask me out for a date but I really
had no mood to hang out. He had been in low spirits due to the fact
that he had quarrelled several times with his girlfriend. As a
friend, I can only advise him to be more patience on relationship
matters. Y can't I tell myself that too..? Edward has mentioned
that his girlfriend has being complaining that he was not being
concerned enough for her. I do not know his girlfriend in real so I
do not have much to comment and being an outsider, I think they
should settle these things between themselves.
Me myself also quite tired of my own stuff. These 3 days Sky has
been messaging me almost everyday around 3 times each day, stuff
like "hi are you angry with me?" "Y didnt see u online nwadays?"
"are u ok ?" "i am worried for u"." ..take care of yourself .".you
always fall sick...remember to eat ok.." However, I did not reply
him. I really unsure of myself of what to reply him. Perhaps I want
to cool down and think over. I must sort out my feelings..what kind
of feeling do I have for him..Y do i get jealous so easily..its not
my usual self..That's pretty petty...and unreasonable...Can't he
have his own friends..Every night I think before I sleep, lying on
my bed..looking at the stars from my window. For these few days..I
have think it over..not to rush with this so call net
relationship..Its rather childish to be in this state.I should take
things as it comes ...I decide to be back my own self..and let
nature takes its course.. So i planned to message Sky the next
morning.
"Hi Sky! Sorry that I did not reply to your message. I had been
busy working past few days. Well
How have u been?"I messaged Sky
the next morning. Within 10 sec, I gt an immediate reply. "Phew* u
finally replied.Do u know I am so worried about you. I thought u
kana kidnapped. I miss u so much.*hugz" I smiled when I saw the
message. However, I decide not to be too happy and think so much as
I should not take things easy..and not put too much feelings in
this since now I can walk back after a short distance..I then
replied him. "haha.I am ok.Don't worry. Must take care of yourself
wor!.." then I did not replied further and he also didnt message
me after knowing that.
At work, my colleagues was glad to see the sudden change in my
mood. Maybe I was feeling rather down past few days, been thinking
about Sky. Now, I talk as my usual self to them. They were glad to
see my happy sweet face back. However, for times, I will tend to
look out and stare at the seat where Sky sat on that day
.seems
like I had not totally get him out of my mind. I felt a shock
suddenly. It was my hp vibration. Nokia hp vibration is always so
powerful. 1 message received I saw. It was Sky. Why ? Why ? The
moment I trying to get him out of my mind, he start to message me.
I pressed on the left button to view the message. Lynn, I and with
my friends now playing CS around your workplace. Later I go find
you when you knocked off to have dinner, ok? Oh gosh..!~ Hes
asking me out. This was the first time. But maybe is because hes
near my workplace. I could not avoid him forever. Thinking that we
could still remain as good friends, I agreed to meet him for
dinner.
After I knocked off, I call Sky to find out where he is. There is
no answer for the first time I called. I called the second time.
Hi Ya he said. The background was so noisy. Peoples voice and
game sounds. Same to what I am thinking, he was still playing his
CS. you knocked off liao ah? I was so surprised to hear what he
had said..he should know the time I knocked off. I said Its
already 7pm He replied without concentrating Oh is it..so fast ?
I am still playing leh. WOW KAO ..what does he want? He told me
that he will meet me after I knocked off and now he didnt even
realize what time is it. Do you still want to meet ? I said.
Yes, Can I meet you one hour later when I finished playing this ?
I really get so pissed off by what hes saying..seems like he has
no sincerity in meeting me at all. Its ok, you continue playing.
Lets meet some other days..ok bye and I hanged up the phone. I
decide to go home and sleep to forget this.
10 minutes later, my hp rang. Hello Lynn, I am coming out to meet
you now. See you in 15 minutes at Mac. I was shocked. Just few
minutes ago, he has been so obsessed playing his CS game and now he
said that he wanna meet me
.I really cant understand him.
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to be continued...
