I think i understood what Yun's trying to say.
It's quite straightforward actually.
I'll would go for the first Girl in my life. Not because i could
grow and nuture in my life. But i know that at that very moment in
my life. I love her, and there's no promise if we could end
happily.
(i'm a Cheng Jing Yong You person)
There would still be chances when both that girl and me could be
best of Friends.
And yes i would indeed treasure those times i had wif her (like
what Yun had said....my life only have two experiences, I would
pour out my heart to whom i love.)
Wonderful Memories are what that counts....
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As in for the later relationship i would have. I would still
treasure it and give my best till the end of my life.
Life without Love is no Life at all.
And while i could Love. I'll Give my Best.
Conclusion: I will not escape. Even if i will have another
life.
I will still choose the same path and i'll do it better!