Im currently taking my E Commerce course in ITE Clementi. On the
other hand, I feel like retaking my O levels, could be because I
want to try out Communications and Media Management. Sometimes I
ask myself to quit ITE, but on the other hand I asked myself am I
escaping away from trouble?
During the past 3 years, whatever that Ive joined, be it work or
school, I quit. I have yet to accomplish anything. During the past
8 months I struggled to get along with classmates, altough Im very
nervous with ppl, and that freaks them of unintentionally. However,
I try to minimize drama whenever I come to emotional crisis and
chose to focus on bigger things like studying hard for exams while
trying to live positively. I left my friends who doesnt really like
me and since then, Ive been doing things alone, be it lunch or
going out for a walk. I thought thats fine. But this year, we have
alot of projects, and I had no choice but to join my ex group of
friends again, some were rather reluctant to let me in. I find that
they as typical ITE students, cant be bothered with project work.
So I decided to take initiative to do everything, since they wont
do a single job. I dun mind that, but later, they complained that
Im manipulative and bossy. I tried all ways to please them, like
giving them new year cards and encouraging them. But I dun blame
them. Maybe its really my fault for not communicating well with
them.
