ok. seemingly, u have just learnt your lesson. i have learnt
mine 6 months ago. i think we kinda experience the same thing. i
treated this girl so bloody nice like im ready to marry her
anytime. i even saved to buy her a ck watch on her bday and in the
end, she still went with another guy. let me tell you what i've
learnt. sometimes, love is an irony. if you put in 100% dont expect
to receive 100%. that would be pure recipocation out of obligation.
true love is unconditional and that's why love is free. and in this
human race, you never get back what you give. (if you're lucky u
probably would)
you sound really sad in your tone. take some time to cool off like
what i did. if u really hate him, well, (feelings are so real), but
you can't really hate him for life. take all those things that
reminds u of him and trash them away. and take some time off alone.
don't bother to contact that jerk. we know most men are jerk but bitches do
exist too fyi. be determined to stay away from him. he
doesn't deserve you AT ALL FOR GOODNESS SAKE ! if
what you mentioned earlier is really true, then i believe soon, or
someday, someone will behold you. someday, someone will be the one
whom deserves you a million times more than mr jerk.
i hope u take some time to consider what i said. i hope i dont
sound like i'm counselling. take comfort in the fact that almost
everyone has gone through what u experienced. some encounter worst
situations. i read earlier in the forum of this man who lost his
daughter cuz his wife ran away and took her away. the man did
nothing wrong. he was a good man. bad and good things happened
everyday. but most importantly, God loves you. take care.
