crying doesn necessarily make you feel better, sometimes it
makes you feel worse, cos when u start u cant stop 
songs that depict the feelings will have will definitely bring
tears, even if u walk pass certain places and remember certain
things, will also make u feel like crying-- provided you are
actually sad enough. as for laughin, it's the kind where u actually
are very sad, but tryin to be strong.. but when you'r alone, thn
the feeling will become overwhelming, and then you'll cry even
harder 
when u cant cry it is either that you are trying to make it a big
deal when it isnt, your tear glands arent working which is
practically inpossible cos your eyes would have dried up, or
basically u just dowan to cry cos maybe it's not worth it.
i myself can cry anywhere anytime when i remember things.. but just
have to learn to control loh haha
and XLN... haha me same same with you, sad go eat eat and do sports
