Well, I dun understand in what your last post has in relation to
the topic or anything that I posted, but I treat it's a seperate
issue.
A lot of times, you can see people for advice. You can get the best
psychologists or psychiatrist, but you will never get well, unless
you yourself actively and willingly do something about it. If
you're to be so passive all the time, even on at the last moment in
life, you will still be remained as who you are now.
Choosing the path is set by yourself, and how you want to choose it
is up to you. There's probably that you see that I don't in the
road that you take, hence you feel that it's worth going. All I can
do is give my opinion, give my support and show my concern, I'm not
someone who can definitely change a person, besides somethings
which I may agree to may not be agreeable by many.
