nevermind
i hate life.
u guys are funny, ur assuming i'm trying to act like kurt cobain as
if really knew who he was, an dwhat sort of person he was pior to
the strait times article
a week ago...
i swear to GOD, i dunno know,never heard of him but dunno how he
died, what sort of person he was
i really don't
during his death time, i dont even own a bloody computer, own a
stereo , knew how to read a newpaper
i swear, i'm not lieing, i only learned how to read the newpapers
at the age of 18 years old
befoe that, i dont even touch 'life'
i never heard form my friend becos i ',m most of the time
anti-social
i can't speak well, reticence, hesistant to speak
i can't debate! never good student or ace student before
must be my family, the family i'm from
oh well, whatever, nevermind
i'm going to die
i knew of him, kurt only 1 week ago from the straits,
now i knew , my sec school teacher used to thought ii'm mimicking,
try ing to act like him
but i dont, now i'm starting to understand what they r trying to
tell me,
they used to hint me on my incoherent speech too, hint me their
insult n impatience towards me
looked like u guys introduced a dead friend to me
i hate attracting the wrong types of audience, the type that used
to laugh at me
