I secretly admired a gal whom I never took notice until recently
tis year. She is my senier, one year older than me and I dun even
noe her. I caught sight of her in a bus..n suddenly realise is
there tis person in my school ??
She is kind of cute..n somhow attracted me. Our class are juz
opposite eachother. I always attempt to look over to hope to see
wat she was doing. I tot of her whenever I m left alone. It feel
great to see her smile. It juz feel so gd to go sch as I can see
her everydae except on weekend. As for today, it is the graduation
nite,the unhapppiest day of my life. After todae, I wun not haf the
chance to see her . I tot of ways to approach her but I lack
courage.Though encouraged by frenx, I still couldnt do it. I dun
understand myself. I hate myself alot, of nt taking the oppurunity
to ask whenever we cross each other. I dun even dare to speak to
her.It feel like a piece of me is missing. To me, she is like an
angel,for whom I could never reached up to.
I noe many of u will sey, unless u try, u will never noe.
I haf been encouraged by articles,stories and TV serial of how pple
succeed becox they tried.But I juz cant seem to be motivated.
Iz there something terribly wrong with me ??
am I really a failure ?