of cousre i cant write such good fabulous english but i'll
explain in my own words......
why bother , just spent 10 mins on it
self-esteem, self-conscious(shy), big ego
most average spore men got some self-esteem but not fully,
self-conscious (more than half the bottle), big ego----(a bit,
depends on the family he's from)
most average means the men u see on the streets without any wall
(such as cellphone, posh cars to booost their confidence)
proud n big ego is totally different---------
proud----------u r rich, i'll befriend you
---------ur poor, treat u as an inferior dog
big------ego--------regardless of ppl around you, u just have the
feeling of BIG,
the WANT to be BIG, regardless of fortunate n less fortunate around
you.
like me-----------i'm the most serious case of all
BIg ego--------why? bcos of my family, i witnessed violence n
misery,
from that day onwards, i told myself NOT to be brought down by any
miseries again
to be HARD, HARDER THAN EVER, resulted in me hiding behind a wall,
A TALL WALL within my own compound, safe haven with me just the
KING OF ALL. noone else just bcos of my past.
liam gallagher and noel------same? why? they wanna be the biggest
band of all, bigger than anybody else, check their website, used to
have a small passage on their past.......
same as me , witnessed violence , in fact more serious than me, so
you the the brothers are very BIg EGO, not to be brought DOWN by
any means again, we told ourselves....
so you see what liam don't care about his divorce with patsy, got
another all-saint girl the next day
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in conclusion
most singaporean men ARE NOT big ego like me!
but they have moderate self-esteem WORSEN by their medium
self-consciouness mind
slef-conscious----keep reminding urself of ur own negative points,
negative thoughts
got a range of course, mine is very serious, serious to extent i'm
afraid of ppl together with my low esteem
resulted in their lack of 'guts to approach ladies or to perform
sumthing funny to amuse!
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my case.........very serious
i got a very BIG EGO? why? my past lahhh.......
big ego to extent i WANT THE BEST, BE THE BEST, want the BEST for
myself, NEVER settle for the LESS!
here comes the important part
but i'm different from the WHITE ASS, LIAM n NOEL are
i'm chinese, they r white western, british man-------bold and care
less
i've very low, very low self esteem, lower than most spore
man
,lower than most ppl u saw on the streets, liam is NOT, most of the
white man are not, they r open-minded, accept things as they r,
they simply ACCEPT failures, rejects...... not like most of spore
man
not afraid to repeat the same thing over again,
new bunch of girls, renew spirit....western expat
we got rejected, a burst to the ego, self-esteem, increased
self-conscious, insecurity heighten
