my father is very emotional, a bit of problem, he will be
crying......too emotion for a man, a touchy man
my father favourite pasttime is not eating, it's crying, he likes
to cry, press his head against my mum n both of them will cry like
littl kids............how to start a family like that? how to
become sombody 's father if ur not a man? i mean ys he dun have a
father when young, but there was past already, can't change
anymore! maybe to patch up his emotional gap, he shouldn't marry my
mmum at all.
my sister and i when we r young was quite emotional too, maybe its
bcos of our family...........parents are emotional, it is no wonder
we would got caught up by their pathetic feelings.....dunno how to
put in words, i 've never admitted my english is good
now , everybody is treating me as a little kid, whatever.....i
understand....this is no the first time i'm being treated as a
little kid, but i dont th8nk ur really understand me at
all.............
what u guys said didnt rreally help me at all, Ur rightto sday ur
wasting ur time.........................or nevr mind.......soon or
later.........time will tell.................i got a lot of time to
waste anyway
the bachelor......i dont even like watching it, rich-man show
i dun think the rich man will get himself muddy ontop a moutain
bike
i prefer those violent, raw, muddy shows........ahhhh. not
survivor, not millionaire, not pat sa jack, dealing money i dont
like
u really got stress dealing with money in real life , n still
wanted to get submerge in it during de-stress time
this is stupid..... i never said my english is good, only good in
vocabulary only...............why? blame my family i'm from
u wont quit doing the thing u love?
so ur saying or thinking i'm must be loving this , that s why i'm
still here.......NO, WRONG, i wanted u to understand me
if u wanna be sceptical and say nah,,,,,,no,,,,,,,,,CAN't
BE,,,,,,.......
then u've already by-passed the chance to understand me, never
mind, u dont have to understand me at all, WHO AM I? i dun want ot
get famous, or at leaast not in this way .............
FAMOUS FOR GETTING STUCK AT HOME........lol
follow the socitey---------------------------tried but still can't
do it
all my friends around me are like........................get a
degree when young, after that...............go to pub, club, go to
place where beatuiful girls dwell or
hangout....................................utilmate aim is to meet
girls, have fun, have a girlsfrind to hold hands, to kiiss, to
iintimate,
after every expected n routine things most courting couple have
done, time to get settle down and get
married...............FUCK............GET IT FUCK.............i
HATED IT, still hating it
been to too much ponographic site, already learn about what is
beautiful human or not beuatiful human, knew what is promincuous,
knew what is sex all about
e.g somthing that my father wont even know
if ur having sex with ur wife, u cummed first before ur wife's
estatic n withdraw immediately after that,,,,,,,,,,,,,this is
consider as raping......GET IT RAPING..............THIS IS
SELFISH
if u wait for ur wife, held on to ur needs...................this
is GOD-LIKE, anyway man should be like
this.......GENTLEMAN,.......Ladies first................
i' venever make love before.......
my father gentleman,,,, he's a wimp
those mature than me ......no need to pay attetnion.......those
younger than me..................pay attention
never climax before ur wife. n withdraw...............this is
selfish, ur wife will run away........, THIS IS CALLED RAPING UR
WIFE ALSO.............bcos u think of her!
used to get emotional............my sister always said both of us
have the same tragedy to be in this family, our feet in the same
SHIT, we used to be emotional..................i can already fight
back the emotion......................my sister questioned me why i
've changed..........my reply is simple......
i'm not girl ...how can i be so emotion, just liek my father?
if a man is emotion, he's WEAK.....GET IT WEAK
girls is ok to be emotional but not too much
girls no..........too much ponographic,
ponographic site----------spoiler, spoilt the image of girls,
spolit ur desire for a girl friend too
used to get arouse by girls EASILY,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, But not
now!
if i follow what my mum n sis or even the channel U
said..........i'll be damned!
damned like my father,,,,,,,,,,,,,this ain't .....joking, this
ain't angry words too........this is written in 20 minutes time,
calmed as a lake, peaceful as a................
