I dunno what ppl means by being nice to a guy is not the same as
being nice to gal. Frankly speakin I dunno tat Cos as I say, never
fell into this kind of stuff before. Basically, in pri sch and sec
sch, I am shy type..... I tried to be nice with no ulterior
intentions or motives....however I was treated like a fool
sometimes. I kept telling myself, nvm, they will feel guilty
eventually n realised the good in me and give me a chance to be
sincere with them. BUT NO! This is not.. Anyway, again I console
myself, it is ok, I m moving to Poly, so I just ignored some of
them... those tat treated me like a fool. In Poly, again... I dun
really know about dates n all those stuff, simply becos, I was just
too engrossed with my studies. I walk like a zombie ard, not
noticing any ppl ard me including guys. I have to explain to my
frens tat I m not dao, just not observant to my surrounding.
Actually to me, if I were to move into a relationship, the thing I
tell myself is that, nvr hurt the other party n nvr make the one I
like cry, I simply hate tat, or will feel very bad about it if I
really do it unintentionally. N, I dun mind if she hurt me, it is
ok, cos I can get over things very quickly, hmmm....like about 1
week is more than enough for me to start afresh. I believe one
should be able to "na de qi, fang de xia". Do I sound like a weirdo
or some cockster tat r tryin to preach?? Sorry guys if I do.....
