Thinking back...I was reminded of those happy and sad memories
which i been through...Full of regretful,sillyness which refer to
sadness...Full of joyous,noises which refer to happiness...How i
wish i could return to the life that i once lead in the past
!
In my life...I believe that the one who really make me happy is my
ex...The girl i love most !Ever since Fate decided that this is the
answer and the end !She disappear !Nowhere to contact her,nowhere
to find her...I found pain in whatever i do since that
happens...Useless bum is what i describe myself...Thing i done
alway seem to be the opposite...4 yrs of suffering although i much
fortunate than people frm other country...Got places to sleep,food
to eat !
Till now...The pain still exists in my heart !Although found a new
target !But i know it's impossible no matter how patience or
sincere that i try to be in my heart especially when she dun give a
chances !
This is not me who wan to think...Neither did i had the time to
think...
Most people will try to be busy when they encounter problem to keep
them from thinking !
For me : i dun think it's help me any further...It's will still
bother me in my mind and heart when i was busy !Thus inviting
others to 'Bui Song' with me !
I strongly believe that once a wrong move had been made !That's the
end no matter how u wan to correct it...It's till the same...
Thinking back really let me realise there many other thing that i
can do now or in the future...I plan to go italy or other
country...Learn some experience...Maybe starting a italian
restaurant in singapore(hehe)some example or maybe go to singer
road(not easy)...Some sort like this !What i wish to change myself
is changing of habit !
I would like to correct myself from thinking too much about problem
that not suppose to be in my mind and started thinking more useful
to open my mouth and my action in doing things !That the way i
should be...In fact,that's the past of me !
Want to do all those thing that i use to do...A lots !
I already realise alot of thing and more mature as time pass by
!
This is my way of thinking now...Hope i can do it in action too
!
Wish me a Success in leading a healthy life !
No more Sick life please !
I can do it !
Good Luck to those who had problem...
Let's work hard together !
