Thanks pple for ur reply.
To joho: hahaha i dun monkey around one. and i oso won't one leg
step 2 boats 
To Wo_Xiang_Xin: your analysis did cross my mind before... maybe
it's a mixture of both?
To reallieRAW: who will stand by me is hard to say. Sometimes when
i visualise certain situations and i've given them scenarios
before, both will stand by me in certain situations. Sometimes only
one will stand by me in a certain situation... and it's not always
my bf, nor issit always the other guy. hmmm.. so hard to say lar.
But perhaps you're rite. Cos if both of em are thrown in a "life
and death" situation, i may just choose my bf. 
To Solitude: Yeah i'm fickle-minded.Yes, I know you have to be
contented with what you have. But i'm the type that when i start a
r/s i want it long-term. Hopefully with the marriage as the goal. I
hope i don't give you the impression that i'm the type that change
guys like underwear like dat, cos i'm not!
To everyone: Thanks for whatever you guys have written down. Just
for the record, my bf doesn't treat me like shit and he dotes on
me, 'cept on times where he gets his occassional mood swings then
he angry and won't talk to me.
