Im very grateful for all the support and concern you all have
shown. Believe me, I've tried some of the ways to become str8
before, but sadly it doesn't help. I find assf****** and certain
gay acts repulsive too, but the thing is I haven't had the
slightest sexual interest in females for a very very long time,
they don't turn me on sexually like certain men do. I have had very
little contact with girls throughtout my life after primary
school... the girls in JC and U, or girls, just don't capture my
attention. Only the bimbos in movies do (?!), girls like Reese
Witherspoon, Romy and Michelle in the movie of similar name...but
even then its not sexual.
Maybe I should really force myself to know more girls. Anyone can
suggest any way? Im will be extremely busy once school starts,
thats why I have not joined activities that will allow me to
interact more. Right now, Im seeking professional help at BMC also,
going for first appointment later, please...... let it be
good.
I hope its not too late to change, and its not easy at all, really,
its so difficult...extremely.... Its no wonder why some have given
up and simply choose to remain gay.
Anyway, thanks. Wish you people luck too.
