Found this interesting article on a dtaing site members homepage
just wonder is online relationships worth seeking?
If I have not gone to a German site I never knew a German can be so
romantic and funny at time. Chatting with you over the chat room
there had bring so much fun and meaning to my life. You have teach
me how to survive in this lonely world, the German way of course.
You bring laughter to pain, you bring sunshine to rain. You are
there just when I needed you most.
I still remembers how I laugh whenever I saw and read those cute
e-card that you had make specially for me. And those lovely German
love song that you recorded just for me. When I send you my photo
you even managed to add me into your photo with your computer
skill. Making it into another photo that look like have meet
somehow in your army camp. And the best part is that you even make
it the CD cover of these lover song, too bad I cant really
understand those sexy German voice of yours. But my dear, I will
treasure it, just like I treasure our online long distance
friendships.
I remember loving you, from the first time I see your ID on the
chat room. Maybe it sound more like a English gentlemen than a
German soldier. You were holding on there, waiting for someone to
hit on you. When we started to chat, the way you describe yourself
make me laugh and laugh. Then suddenly when you disappear through
the crowd, I remember the emptiness that I felt, when you were
gone.
Wanting to hook back with you, I went to the site almost every
night, waiting desperately for you. But never see you again. It
keep me awake in the night, wishing you were here again. When
others try to chat with me all I told them is that I am waiting for
a friend.
Then one night I remembers when I login I saw you just below my ID
in the WHOs ON list. The happiness I felt when I found that I was
so close to you again. I jump in to the chat room and when the chat
box open up, what a feeling I had inside when you click and say
HELLO. That night we must have spend the whole night chatting and
exchanging our secrets over the internet.
The only thing I miss is that I didnt ask for your e-mail, and get
a reply from you what happen that night when we first meet. But two
days later when my mail box was full of beautiful roses and lovely
wordings on e-cards send directly from the dating site, I know you
are real, I feel you are desperately wanting to get close with me.
That have make me feel so wanted and you have touch my heart. Now
after almost 2 months your roses had fully decorated and colored my
mailbox.
The night before you join your team for some offshore army
training, you told me to wait for you. My dear, I still desperately
waiting online, wanting you near me. But when I never see you again
for almost 2 months I wonder are you for real? I will be there
every night just to make sure you tell me why, am I just another
long distance friendships that you started so strongly with your
roses and let them die desperately waiting for your return.
I cant stay for long, Ive look high and low. If there a short cut
I had found it, I will hit it so that you will appear again, but
there is no easy way around it. Cause you dont bring me flower
anymore.......
BY
=== Lura Casafino
Have anyone ever have a long diistance online relationships that
work? I heard before, but too bad all my online long distance ended
just like here.
