This girl is my new classmate for a language course which just
started. She is really small and cute with big eyes and all. At
first I didn't take much notice to her. To me she is just someone
who sits in front of me that's all ^_^ But after a couple of weeks,
I find that we like to take occasional glances at each other. Out
of the corner of my eye, I can see her turning back to look at me.
Sometimes when our eyes met, we had to turn away fast becos of "too
much electricity" lol.
During the short break time, I had to stay in classroom most of the
time becos its the only time I can do my SMS. This girl would go
out of the classroom but sometimes likes to ask her best friend to
check on me, to see what am I doing.
On our way home, we take the same MRT train but separates at the
City Hall interchange. When I leave the building first, she would
run after me so we could walk to the station together. She usually
chased after me and said something like "Hi hi why walk so
fast?"
Since I just broke up with my ex in Feb and I kinda like this girl
so why not give ourselves a chance.
So I decided that we should leave the building together. I would
wait for her to pack her bags so we can leave together and walk to
the station together. But suddenly she decides to ask her best
friend along even though her best friend takes the bus. They would
talk and talk and leave me walking behind them. I was getting more
amused than annoyed actually ^_^
So the following day, I had to leave first becos I had an
appointment. Lo and behold, she ran as fast as she could to chase
after me (without her best friend with her).
In class, I would keep quiet and pretend to take notes and study
hard lol. Alot of times she would turn around and tried to chat
with me about all sorts of things (from Jpop idols to dogs). When I
tried to make the initiative to chat with her, she doesn't want
talk much.
Sometimes she would volunteer to buy me drinks but when I told her
I want to treat her to dinner, she refused. She tried to make me go
out on a movie but I was too busy that time. When I asked her to go
to a movie later, she said no.
There are occasions she would say I am cute and that she likes to
look at me. There are also occasions when I told her that she is
cute but when I said that, she has not much of a reaction.
So exactly what is wrong with this girl? I am like..."Okay I like
this girl and I am sure she likes me. I want to go after her but
she doesn't want me to". I mean...isn't it kinda contradictory?
lol.
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It is stupid to kiss a fool, but to let a kiss fool you is
worse.
