Marriage or not, they're now a PAIR. You're just an 'outsider'
except for the BOND of your marriage. Like some would say, you can
try winning her over, but you MIGHT still not win her heart? Would
that matters to you? Would you rather let her go for her happiness?
Or INSIST that she's YOURS to keep?
I say if you really LOVE her and want her back (and not want her
back just for the sake of wanting her to be back by your side) THEN
give it your BEST GENUINE shot? Though there's really no guarantee
which way she would turn to... Who's RIGHT and who's WRONG, it'll
just be like trying to tell the shapes of the clouds.... Besides,
you've acknowledged that it was your mistake and negligence too?
Everything have a price to pay? If you're SINCERE, just let's hope
that you're not too late? If you just think that it's a humilation
to you and you wanna win the situation back... I advise for
everyone's sake NOT to try... A NEGOTIATION would be
better..?
~Good luck...[/B][/QUOTE]
I sincerely like her to be by my side again and not for the sake of
being together. I love her more than anything. I changed for her
cos I loved her.
But she's just not satisfied with my performance.
For example today, she suddenly curled her arm and then grab my
hand while we were walking together in the afternoon. I was so
shocked that she would do this and was happy thinking that things
could have slightly gone back to track. But only a few hours later
when she told me she's going out with her friends. I asked who
these friends were, cos if something really happened to her, at
least I know who to look for. But she immediately replied "Can I
have my own privacy!" I was so surprised that she became so hostile
the moment I posted that question. So I guessed she must be going
out with that idiot and friends. But I just want her to tell me in
the face. I didn't want to play guessing game.
She refused to tell despite I told her that I was concern abt her
safety rather than stepping over her privacy area. I guess she
still have doubts abt me able to change. So I reassured her that I
will change. Then she replied, "U change or not change still the
same. I won't satisfy."
I really dun know y she said that. I thought she always wanted me
to change for the better. She even told my friend that she is happy
that I changed. Somehow she must be hiding her feelings from me cos
she herself must be feeling very terrible too.
Am I right?
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