hi all..i have a problem...
I'm an 18 yr old gal from one of the JCs..
i have this friend M who's in year 2 ..he's really good to me, he
treats me juz like any guy would treat his gf..even tho we have
never got together. he would send me home every week after my ECA
even tho we travel in different directions and he's tired. I mean,
there are so many other girls in the same ECA..but why did he
choose to just send me home? He'd ask me out frequently and be a
perfect gentleman when he is with me.
During the june holidays, he helped me to prepare for my mid year
exams, helping me almost every other day. When I got back my
results, he was very concerned and was rather disappointed as I did
not do well, even tho he did not show the disappointment
explicitly. Then on one occasion, he even gave me a pooh bear..for
apparently no reason at all. We were having dinner at tt
time.
He'd be very concerned each time we are together, he'll keep asking
me whether i'm tired, hungry or thirsty whenever we go out. He'd
even buy food and drinks for me even tho I say itz ok, I'm not
hungry or thirsty. On some occasions he even asked me to get the
same clothing as him, so tt we have identical stuff.
There are also many occasions when we ran into pple from our skool,
and even once, he lied to his friend abt where he was going. M was
supposed to meet me on tt day, but I was late, so he went walking
ard the area first. He ran into his classmate, a very good friend
of his. M told his friend tt he was going off soon, however, a
couple of hours later, his friend caught the two of us together,
and confronted M in a joking manner..
However, recently, things started changing. He got back his mid
year exam results, it was good, but not up to his expectations. He
was one grade short of his target. He started to distant himself
from me, until last saturday when he called me up and asked me out
cos he needed to return me my notes. We met up in the evening, and
chatted for quite a while before I said tt I gtg. He sent me home
at 11pm, only this time he waited for the lift door to close before
he went off.
Somehow, I more or less decided tt I love him, cos he gave me a
special feeling everytime we were together, this has been going on
since the start of the year and I'm very sure itz not a
crush.
Yesterday, I confessed to him abt my feelings for him. He actually
told me tt he's not ready for another relationship now as he has
not gotten over his ex-gf who treated him like shit, and he thinks
tt gals suck. Studies are more important for him, and he thinks tt
we are not suitable for each other. In his reply, he did not state
whether he only treated me as a friend, or something more. He did
not mention anything about how he feels towards me.
So right now, I'm very confused and lost and I do not noe what to
do...if only some kind souls would help me to analyse my situation
now....
