On the SURFACE, she SEEMS to be 'having fun'. Is she very young?
What is her age? She could be giving you serious hints, on the
other hand she might also be just playing you out for it... There
could be MANY reasons WHY a woman would wanna do that. But from the
way you'd described her, I won't be surprised.
The FACT that you're IN LOVE with her DRAG you in DEEP... Don't be
CONFUSED by your emotions, learn to control it a bit... (Well..
Earlier said than done? ~Sigh...) Your LOVE would only be
MEANINGFUL if the other party APPRECIATES it... IF the other party
ACCEPTS it, it MIGHT turn out to be FRUITFUL... IF the other party
REJECTS it, it would not be in all sense that 'meaningful'.... BUT
if the other party PLAYS with it.... That's a TORMENT.... WAKE UP
my friend...
It's OBVIOUS, you feel the TORMENT.... It's OBVIOUS, you SMELL the
FISH.... It's just your own UNCERTAINTY... And ALOT of BLIND HOPE
toying you around.... You're FLOATING around... You need to SETTLE
DOWN just like Klactovak had suggested...
ALOT would depends on yourself... I can OFFER you a ROUGH GAUAGE of
the SITUATION if you're really that DESPERATE and INTERESTED....
E-mail me at [email protected] But back to SQUARE ONE.... ALOT
still depends on yourself...?
PS. Other than SURFACE INCOMPATIBILITY mentioned in my earlier
post, your INDECISINESS also render you a 'HANDICAP' for this
relationship... If you step into it, MOST PROBABLY it's NOT gonna
be a WISE choice.... DON'T keep indulging yourself in the SAME SHIT
of how much I LOVE HER and such... But this is LIFE... LOVE is just
a part of it... I told you MOST PROBABLY there's gonna be a WALL in
front of you... IF you INSIST on BANGING into it, I've got NO
CHOICE... To say the least I won't be bother, it's YOUR LIFE... I'd
SAID ENOUGH... Unless there're gonna be some MAJOR CHANGES in the
SITUATION or UNDERSTANDING of the SITUATION (which is UNLIKELY...),
TURN AROUND... DON'T be a FOOL... You'll face GREATER CHALLENGES in
your life....
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In LIGHT I shall FEAR NOT. FOR what I AM is CUT so DEEP inside of
ME.
I LIVE my FLESH and SOUL ONLY to BLEED for the OTHERS.
FEAR ME NOT. FOR I AM YOUR 'MASTER'. GIVE YOU STRENGTH. FOR YOU ARE
MY 'ENEMY'.
DEVIL PHRASE I
I have no 'friends' nor 'family'.
I hold no past and see not future...
These are just samples of illusions....
I don't exist, but I shall live ETERNITY..... DEVIL PHRASE II
Though NOT the RIGHT thing to do,
This might be the ONLY NATURAL thing to be...
Just like heat is produced
when work done...
EVIL is the GENERATION of
SYSTEM FLAWS... DEVIL PHRASE III
In DREAMS you CAN NEVER DIE.....
For YOUR LIFE is about the EXISTENCE of....
Your Happiness.... Your Sadness... Your Pain.... Your
Pleasure....
Like a painted sky, when it rains... All CEASE to BE... DEVIL
PHRASE IV
When Law & Rules are there,
they are NOT about JUSTICE.
While reality & dreams are there,
they are NOT about SURVIVAL..
And Life & Death NOT about LIVING...
Good & Evil NOT about definitions....
IF truly there is EVIL, it is NOT just one of its kind......
DEVIL'S SEVENTH PHRASE
ße COOL, NOT s¢rr¥....