there is really this thing called a true relationship between
opposite sexes. in my opinion, it aint love for you, it doesnt
exist. and when you feel it does, it is only that void you are
trying to fill up, when you need a gal to satisfy your emotions.
when you think you love her, it is a continuous process, starting
from the begining and not like a hidcup.
you start to think of her everyday, it doesnt stop, you will put
her in your top list of activities throughout.
or maybe, deep inside, you want to have more choices, but she
happens to be the only one at present. and till you find another
one, you can go on like this forever?
ask yourself if you want a long term, or short term or just play
play relationship. dont focus too much on whether you think it is
love or not, or you find yourself twirling around like a bunch of
dirty clothes in a washing machine.
Regards.