Well, thanx for your support and understanding... I really wish
that you and your family will live happily together... I know how
hard it is for family to maintain their cool, as all are still
different individuals, but it's through this differentness that
people get to know each other, and hence making us loving each
other for who we are... and that's what you call a united whole...
and that's a family... that was, and is my family...
Sometimes we can't really say that people just think about their
bfs and gfs, esp for youngsters.. As for a teenager, having a gf or
a bf is a new thing, thus you're more attracted to it. For
instance, when a kid has a new toy, he will play with it more often
than the old ones he had right??? people will grow up.. it's just a
phase in life...
Me too, I used to think that way too, when I was a teenager, and I
used to think that my parents who kept on scolding me everyday then
did not understand me... It took me several years to realise their
care and love for me before I begin to love them back again... I
realise a lot in the recent years... but I'm still learning to be a
better man, for my family and for the person(s) who are going to
depend on me. Even in my psych class essays that I'm taking in my
uni, I wrote most of my essays on my family. In fact, this recent
accident, had even made me know more about myself and to know what
is love and what is being love...
Sometimes, this sort of things, you need to learn it the hard way
to appreciate it better... Like I said even for myself, I loved a
parents lotz already, but that day, I found out I still have more
to learn...
Anyway, doubt you guys will believe this, since then, I began to
have less interest in r/s, or the girl that I'm interested in. For
anything that happens to me, what will she do?? will she know about
my accident even?? will she empathize with me then?? All I know is
that after sometime, she will grow out of it if she's my gf, and be
with another guy.. I would be long forgotten in her life. If I just
admire her, it's even worse... doubt she will even know about it if
no one tells her... even if she knows, she's at most just weeping
for a friend. I asked myself why do I have to go through such an
extent of getting her attention then, if she's just to treat me
like a friend on my death bed?? Doubt it's worth it, rather give
more to my family, and closer friends who are more caring and
concern about me...
Bless you and your family with happiness and warmth... =)
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( 'o' ) Barely Bearing Berry Belly Bear
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(.)_(.) Beary Bear *Huggiez*...
~.~.~. For you, I care and love.
