I had change jobs many time. Never work long in any company, all
about 2 to 8 mths. Always bcos of colleagues problems. And I had to
resign instead of staying to face the problem, due to health
affected (too much stress).
I don't mean to always end up being unpopular at workplace and had
to resign at the end. I know the problem is in me. I am immature,
don't like to mix around, I scream a lot (due to stress), I am too
sensitive, I am not assertive, I don't like to please
anybody.
I was a cheerful, helpful, friendly and confident girl when I was
in school last time. But now - poor self-esteem, quiet, withdrawn,
negative and depressing lady. Now when I am stress a bit, I'll just
can't sleep and eat well.
I've seek psychiatric help but they can only help me that much...
(don't want to tok abt this).
A failure I am, I am out of job again. But this time, I only spend
2 mths to recover. Consider an improvement cos last time I spent
about 6 mths. But no, I am still not ready to look for another job
now, thinking of upgrading myself instead.
I used to like studying v.much (study until poly) and despite
getting mostly Cs, I am already satisfied. Now I feel v.much wanted
to study another Diploma course, but I can't make up my mind,
whether to study Secretary, Biz Admin or Marketing. Either one is
also helpful in my career. Just that, I don't know whether I'll
have problems with my studies or not. Cos last time, I did enrol
for a Certificate Part-Time Course, and I failed the exam, which I
had never failed any exams during my early school days.
I finally have the courage to write my problem here cos I need
advises badly... advises on how to overcome my colleagues problems.
Thanks.
