I had remained friends with my ex, however my current bf doesn't
like that. He hates it even, and called him nasty sounding
names.
I had not seen my ex for a long time. Some months I think. But
lately we planned to meet to return some money that was owned. My
bf was very unhappy about this. He doesn't wan us to meet.
Knowing my ex, he will be too lazy to transfer funds or any other
arrangement and needs to be "forced" or else he won't get things
done. So meeting up to get back the money is the most effiecient
solution, and I'm pretty tied up for money now.
I have reasurred my bf several times that my relationship with my
ex is strictly platonic, but he is still nervous about it. I can
understand that, but what he wans is total cut off from my ex. No
contact whatsoever.
I feel tied down and restricted. I yearn to get the respect I
deserve, and the trust from my bf. Lately many problems have been
weighing me down and I'm too tired to handle his childishness at
this point.
How do I let him understand that things are not as complicated as
he think?
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When night falls, I rise,
When all that was left is starlight in extreme darkness.
I struggle to break free of the grasp,
but alas,
This time of the night,
Darkness prevails...