following my instincts?? well...i dun quite trust my dat.

i noe dat i luved my ex more than my current bf..and i oso put in
more effort while i was with my ex...in the end,i was terribly
hurt.
after the breakup with my ex,i was determined to wait for him.after
waiting for abt 2 mths,my current bf showed up.i was going through
a realli difficult time,and he was there encouraging me.he knew i
was waiting for my ex,but nevertheless,he showered me with
care.
Then,on my bdae,he oso celebrated with him,it was a dae after then
he pop up the question.my close frens all encourage me to start a
relationship with him coz hes a nice guy.they oso asked me to give
up on my ex hes not suitable for me.(he was quite of a gangster)i
told them although i like him,there was no love.but they insisted
dat time can overcome all of dat.
So in the end i tried lor.but unlike wat they said..i still cun
4get my ex though i muz admit dat my current bf is realli very gd
to me.
i'm realli lost now...duno wat to do 
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