Originally posted by *kaiLi*:
[b]You can control watever feelings , but u cannot control
fate......
if only fate can go w your feelings rite? sumtimes i really wan 2
believe tt life can b crtl by our own feelings.. n wateva we
wants.. but.. there r still 2 many things tt r nt under our ctrl..
rite?
yah.. so wad if feelings r controlled.. fate still cant b changed
rite?
[/B]
If fate falls with your feelings, on which side of the moon
should it fall..? A
smiling face one half? A tired one on the right? If our life is
controlled by our feelings.... Would we be written or driven? Would
we be able to stop in time to see our own destruction...? Would we
be able to accept that it's our own creation...? Feelings... That have
driven us apart....? If too many things cannot be possibly be
controlled, think of the too many things that can be.... That made
you sick... Made you cry.... Make you who you are.... Do you not
sometimes just stop to ask yourself this question...? "When would it be over...?" As soon as
it should be... It ain't because you're still in control.... You're
still in the game.... You're still a part of it.... In a game, you
play by its rules.... Do you still want 'control'...? Yes... You're
having ALOT of CONTROLs now... Tied up by a bundle of them.... Why
not you 1st learn to.... Control yourself...?
Don't start up by trying to swallow something which is so much
bigger than you...? Your life...? Your fate...? YOURS...? Do you
even know what that is...?
Your fate IS your LIFE.... Just like you are PART of your life...
Many others are also part of it.... It's INTERCONNECTED, you CANNOT
ESCAPE till you DIE... OR everybody elses all DIE.... What makes
you think you can't change your FATE...? Control yourself... What
makes you think you can control LIFE....? What makes you think that
you would wanna control LIFE...? What makes you think that LIFE
would wanna be CONTROLLED.... You CANNOT control LIFE because you
WANT TO control it.... 
What makes you think that you would wanna be
CONTROLLED...? 
BORING.... Lesson ends here.... In Devil's SPHERE OF TRIANGLE
(Unlabelled ZONE 01), 3 hands reached for the centre of the
triangle gripping TIGHT together.... Represents YOU, OTHER and
LIFE.... The SYSTEM is a difficult to maintain POSITION. When one
party tries to grap the other 2 forward to 'itself' for a more
comfortable 'position', the others SUFFER. Note how CLOSELY LINKED
the THREE are... You wanna change your life...? You are the KEY....
Yes, change it if you must... But don't try to control it..... Most
probably you won't have an idea of what you're doing.....
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I have no 'friends' nor 'family'.
I hold no past and see not future...
These are just samples of illusions....
I don't exist, but I shall live ETERNITY..... DEVIL PHRASE II
ße COOL, NOT s¢rr¥....
